Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Very interesting....very VERY interesting.... - The free five minute personality test!

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****I have no idea if that will work, but the quiz thingie said to copy and paste that whole thing on here to share my results, so I hope it works.  Man do I have alot to learn about all this computer stuff, sheesh.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010


I sure do wish I could come take care of your boys for a day for you so you could get some rest.  I think about you on that...I remember those days where you are so exhausted and you honestly can't remember a time when you could smell anything but formula and vomit.  Not to be gross, but you know what I mean.

Mr. Corner, I can't wait for the day when the babies I am holding are my baby's babies!!!  I am going to be one KICK AS* grandmother!!!  So much fun.

Little Squaw 1 and Little Squaw 2, when I say 'I can't wait' please do not take that literally!!!!  I'll wait, I'll wait!!!

No matter how hard I try.....

Every year I promise myself I will have my sh*t together and be able to afford to shop early for my girls.  Every year I fail at that goal.  Makes me SO mad at myself.

I have yet to purchase one single Christmas gift for anyone in my life.  Hell, I don't even KNOW what my girls want anymore, they are so hard to buy for.  Plus, anything I DO know they would love is too darn expensive for me to be able to afford!!!

AND my feet are too big!!!!  Had an offer from my Dear Dear Friend this morning of some way awesome and amazing shoes that she bought a little to small for her......and my brutus size 9's won't even THINK of fitting in them.   Now thats a crummy way to start a day, the dream of new shoes, dashed before my very eyes.....hehe.  I love shoes  *dreamy far away look*

Hi ho, hi ho......

I was 20 minutes late to work today.  I HATE being late anywhere.  That is just about the only thing I am 'type A' about.  Just about the worst way for me to start my day, grrrrrrrr.

So, over the past couple of years I have had alot of stressful things going on, like so many people.  Nearly lost my house and jumped through some stressful, time consuming and quite maddening hoops in order to save it.  Marriage/divorce/maybe try to stay married drama.  A daughter I am incredibly close to graduating high school amidst all the chaos and leaving for college before I even had time to realize what was happening.  My 'baby' starting high school and floating further and further away from needing me........

Amongst all of this chaos, stress and disorder, I did the absolute LAST thing on earth I should have done.  I STOPPED WORKING OUT OR EXERSIZING IN ANY WAY, SHAPE OR FORM, AND I STARTED EATING MY STRESS AWAY.    You can see where I'm going with this.

So I know I need to take care of myself and get back into shape and back into the habit of eating whats good for my body instead of what sounds delish at the moment.  Enter major roadblock:  I HAVE ZERO WILLPOWER.  Zip, nada, nuthin.   Urg.   So, I now here I go working on getting my mind in the right place to straighten this whole train wreck out.  Lord have mercy.

Ok,  I'm off to make my good girl oatmeal.  No salt, sugar, butter or milk.  Yippeeeee!!!!!

Monday, December 13, 2010

Angry is NOT the way to start a blog.....

But that's how it is right now, so here we go. Hang on to your shorts, because it's gonna be a bumpy ride.

Hi.  I don't know if I will ever have anything to say that anyone wants to read, but right now I want to talk, and this seems like a great venue.

When I was going through the steps of setting up this here blog, I was in high spirits and excited to start something good.  By the time I actually got to the point of posting anything, my di*k of a husband had come home and ruined everything for the evening, including my mood.

Now, I am generally the most easy going person...well, alot of the that I'm old........and just don't have the attention span to be angry long or hold a grudge effectively....but I'm tellin you, that man makes me want to shoot him in the face.   But I digress......

So, I'm starting a blog. This shall be my therapy.  Thank you in advance to anyone that may stop by and read the crazy as* shi* that goes through my head.  Oh, and don't expect me to post every single day necessarily, because I'm kind of quiet sometimes, so I'm sorry in advance for that.  And don't expect me to be as talented or funny as alot of my blogging friends, because I just can't live up to those expectations, and that kind of steess upsets my stomach.

Ok, so tomorrow I will throw out a real post...tonight I'm doing well not to shoot the assho*e in the face, and I'm not asking any more of myself than that for the night.