Tuesday, March 13, 2012

Tuesday Stuff

Papoose #2 had a FANTASTIC first day with the horse trainer she's interning with yesterday.  She was so excited, she couldn't even get all the stories out of her mouth in a straight line, it was wonderful to listen to her!! She is meeting incredible people and will have so many new doors opened for her, opportunities that most people never see. I am beyond happy and excited for her.  She's tacking up, warming up, cooling down, bathing, grooming, and working horses for him.  She will end up helping to train.  Plus, she is learning to ride cutting horses for him as he trains them, she will also be learning the mounted shooting competitions and so many other things.  He and his mother (partners) really like her and have sort of adopted her, turning her into more of a protege and part of the family, rather than just an intern, which is just fine by this old cranky Squaw!!!!

My medicine keeps me from being able to sleep at night.  I have to take it twice a day.  I've been taking it around 8am and 3pm, knowing if I take the last dose too late it will keep me up.  But now that I'm STILL not getting any sleep, I think I need to move the last dose even earlier, and I'm afraid of how that will affect my evenings, will it last or what?  Idk.  I guess I'll try it out for a week and see if I can get some rest.  It's odd the way it effects me.  I lay there exhausted, but incredibly clear headed and cannot doze off.  The best I do is that half sleep thing where you're still aware of everything around you, every sound and movement etc.  Then when I do finally doze off a little deeper, I have horrific nightmares.  So.  Hmmm.

I had to ask Mister Wonderful if he would mind picking Papoose #2 up from the trainers last night, since she had to stay there later than expected and I had to be to Job #2 by 6pm.  He exploded on me about it and told me how much he hated me and on and on.  It shocked me, was totally out of the blue.  I guess he is hurting from the realization of what a mess he caused of his life by running us all through the ringer because of his 'true love' with The Cunt, and then she turned out to be a major piece of shit and nothing like the true love perfect soul mate he thought she was going to be, so he is taking that out on me through his hatred.  Whatever you need to do buddy.  Nothing I can do about it.  Surely not going to kiss your ass to try to make you like me.  I'm just going to go on being me and let the chips fall where they may.

Had an absolute blast at Job #2 last night.  It was one of the poker tournament nights and the first one I've worked.  The Real Deal and I tag teamed it and it went off without a hitch.  So fun.  Good to see TRD too, since we don't really see much of each other anymore.  Good times.  And got some hours on the old paycheck, too.  Can't complain about that combo!!!!

Well, I really don't have much to say.  Well, I DO, but since I have all my new prying eyes, I have to be a bit less candid in my postings for now.  Not forever, just for now, out of respect for some, and for my own privacy for other reasons.

Have a great day all.


  1. Not getting sleep is awful. It is even more awful when you just lay there and are in that half way in between stage. meh I hope you get it cleared up soon.
    I think you should open a new blog so you can say whatever you want. Oh, yes. I do.

  2. i hate not sleeping.... what i wouldn't give to have 4 hours uninterrupted ... ahhhh

    so glad the girl is having a good time with the horses... will be very healing for her in many ways...

    hey, i can say i know my own personal horse whisperer!