Using The Cell Phone Flashlight To Dress By Kinda Rocks

Well, here it is, a new year and a new start.

I already don't have the money to have my electricity turned on.  Hahahaha.

It will be fine though, I know this.  I have to leave early today from Job #1 to meet the landlord at my new place to sign the actual lease.  Considering the other office chick is out today, that should really piss off the Bossman.  Oh well, can't be helped.

While I'm down there, the landlord says, I should jump over to the next block to City Hall and get my water all turned on etc.  That would really be a ducky idea, if I had the money today.  Heehee.  I think my paycheck will be in my bank account tonight at midnight, so my timing is just off a bit.  No biggie.  It'll all come together.  I'm not worried about it at all.

Does kinda go up my ass sideways that I have $100.00 a week coming out of my paycheck to pay back the Bossman for the loan he gave me to get the repayment thing going on the house I no longer live in.  That sucks major balls.  Four hundred bucks a month that could go to groceries and gas and electric.  Gone, poof. I'm a dumbass for trying so hard to keep that house for people that never appreciated the effort.  Serves me right to pay that loan back for the next year I guess.  Punishment for being such a dumbass doormat.

On a positive note though..........................I no longer feel like I need therapy  :-)

I'm a happy camper.  Happy Squaw  :-)

The insurance on the jalopy will go up $20.00 a month being on my own and losing the multi car discount. Anyone want to guess if I give a shit??????????  Anyone?????  Haha.

I can't tell you what it means to me, and how deeply it touches me, to know that there are people out there who read this blog and care about what is going on in my crazy mixed up life.  Every time someone takes time out of their life to send me an email or comment, it makes me feel that much stronger about moving on and moving forward.

Thank you, all of you.