As you all know, my ex best friend who stabbed me in the back by doing everything in her power to turn my family against me, in her urgency to steal my husband, daughter, and house, told Mister Wonderful about my blog.
Although Mister Wonderful continues to think I'm the worst most awful person in the world, lacking integrity and all other decent human characteristics, I am in fact NOT an awful person.
Because of that, I cannot continue this blog with an open heart to vent and whatever else I need to do, because I am so afraid that in doing so, he will read something that hurts or upsets him, and that is a place I am unwilling to go anymore.
I don't want to fight with him or hurt him. I just want him to stop hurting me, so we can move on and begin our new lives divorced from each other.
I will miss this. It is a breakfast table of friends that have helped me cope with a lot of heartache, and shared joys with me. I will miss this.
But, in the end, I cannot intentionally hurt someone I've loved for so long and made a life and family with.
And so, I bid you all adieu.