Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Sitting Alone At A Table In The Cafeteria

Does anyone have any insight on who sells the best quality gasoline?  I always buy premium for the jalopy, but after this last go round with the Cobra and the damage that cheap gas did to the catalytic converters on it, I realize how important it is to buy good gas from a good source, not just premium gas from a lesser source.  Any input is appreciated.

Have I been cut off and cast out of the blog world because of my laziness in posting?  Hmmm, I wonder....

I was out sick all day Monday, here a little over a half day yesterday then had to leave to go to Weatherford for a CT scan.  Here all day today then only a half day tomorrow because I have to go to south Ft. Worth to be checked out with an ophthalmologist so that everyone can get their ducks in a row before they cut into my head.  Something about a problem with the optic nerves being involved and risk of blindness unless all these people figure out what's going on before they jump in there.  And let me tell you, I appreciate the extra effort!!  Hahahaha.

Papoose #1 showed up at the tepee without any warning at all Monday night.  What a beautiful and much needed surprise!!!  Got to visit with her for a few hours before I had to hit the hay so I could get some much needed sleep before work the next morning.  It was the perfect medicine, having both my girls there in the living room, just sitting and chatting and laughing together.  Man, I miss that.

Job #2 business partners are in Vegas this week scouting locations for our stores out there.  This is really going to come together.  It is.  I can feel it.  Someday soon I will be able to go to the grocery store and buy whatever we need, without carrying a calculator and deciding what we can afford.  It will be the first time in my life I've not had to rob Peter to pay Paul.  I'm so ready for that.  All of this never ending ridiculously hard work is going to pay off......finally.

Something about the thing that is going on in my head has made me start having seizures.  It's quite bizarre.  They manifest in the craziest ways.  I spent Saturday at Job #2 all day and late into the night and then all night Saturday, Sunday and Sunday night with the muscles and nerves in my legs constantly firing, up till Sunday evening when they went into full cramping mode.  I had massive cramps/charlie horses in both entire legs all night and morning without cease.  The muscles are so sore still that it hurts to even think about them.  Exhausting and bizarre!!

Sometimes the seizures make me see crazy electric lighting in my vision.  It's there in both fields of vision, eyes open or shut.  It works its way from the center of my field of vision outward, until everything goes black.  Sometimes the blackness lasts 10 minutes, sometimes an hour or so.  Afterwards I am uncontrollably exhausted and sleepy.  Very very strange.

Got out of the CT scan around 430 yesterday.  Papoose #2 had ridden over with me and wanted to go by Sally Beauty Supply and Ross.  I bought myself some new lip stain at SBS and a new purse at Ross.  It's the cutest purse that ever existed.  It makes me happy.

The Three Amigos, as the kittens have come to be called, are absolute sweethearts.  So much fun and so entertaining!!  They do have one bad habit that HAS to be curbed their quest for affection, they will climb your leg.  This is bad with one kitten, but when you have three of them jealously vying for your attention, it can make brushing your teeth a very painful experience.

LabPup wants to eat the kittens.  We really need to do something about that.

I have to get to work now.  Can't focus for the life of me, but need to try and earn my keep around here.

Have a fabulous Hump Day, all.


  1. i am so sorry you having a bad time physically.... i don't like the symptoms you have listed...they sound VERY familiar to me...

    happy you have poose's home together! i can imagine how full your heart is

  2. I rejoice with you in finally getting free of your calculator. That is so great!
    Buying something that makes us happy. My fiance calls them things that soothe the soul. We need them sometimes.

  3. Bless your heart and prayers for you. Enjoy reading your blog and reading of your adventures in this crazy thing we call life.

    A Reader in B'port